there are no excuses
there are no regrets
there is a lifetime of thank yous and smiles
you have given me so much
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i have been running for years
running and sprinting so far from myself
i am a streak across my past
you slowed me down
you held a mirror to me
and piece by piece i started to see myself
you are magical and amazing
you see so deeply into me
i feel so transparent in front of you
hold me to you
hold me deer
embrace this tethered heart
please stay here with me
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stitch me up with your words
to create a whole person again
i am torn
i am empty
i can not find my way
i have stopped
stopped moving
stopped caring
stopped
why breathe when every breath i take pierces my heart
why open my eyes when all i see is darkness
why pretend to live when i do not retain a heart
i just want to sit
silent
and wait
i want it all to stop
i want nothing to be all i am
a memory is all i feel
a haunting
shadow to your life
floating and see through
empty and only instances
i am only a cold wind blown by you
so try to patch me up
but i am never to be whole again
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