I have carried a lie in my head.
I tried to tell you, but you saw through it.
I carried a lie on my lips, but you kissed it away.
I carried a lie in my heart, but you left and took it with you.
Now I carry the question, can you love me?
Did my lies break you?
Did my lies destroy the binding of our hearts?
Pain, and suffer I do.
All too often in this place.
My ears devour the words of others,
and I embrace them to a fault.
I let these words come and control my heart,
control my head.
And in my weakened moments of shame they lash out.
Words which fly like darts to the center of your love for me,
and now it lies wounded and broken.
If only I was stronger.
I would say for everyday I did not think of you,
I have had a million thoughts over.
You are forever on my mind.
Forever in my heart.
If only i was wiser and loved myself,
as you do.
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