It is a heavy thick heat in the air.
Clinging to every pore of my body.
But it is more that the heat surrounding me.
I have separated myself
and am ambushing my brain with thoughts.
How responsibility buries you as you age.
I am constantly doubting my share of the load.
Not that my future is going to jump out and reveal itself,
but I do wish destiny would give me a call.
The complete lack of direction I feel is incredible.
I believe I knew more of my wants
when I knew less of myself.
I miss the freedom of recklessness.
Completely abandoning guilt.
I miss not hurting anyone with uncertainty.
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he is a rock
a sturdy board of emotion
no where on this earth will take him from himself
put him in a state of bliss
except in the presence of us
his creation of closeness
we are the ever loving family
and he stays strong
as a foundation should be
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