10/08/2006

What are we really trying to understand?
The path we are on?
The past we have lived?
The reasons we choose our fate,
yet cannot predict the future?
If only we can understand what we were trying to,
then maybe we would know the answers.
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10/21/2006

Where do we hide in ourselves, when a part of us goes away?
I know I used to look at things so differently,
but now everything is the same.
It all turns to you.
You, I have hid deep inside so no one knows you are there.
And although I hint to you
and in my dreams, when my eyes are closed,
I go to you. No one knows.
Here, when I am finding myself
I have to keep it all hidden.
How cruel reality can be when it want you.
Sometimes I can feel you pulling me
back inside.
I have to break free
to make sure I do not lose myself
in that place.
The right decisions laugh at me
while I walk away with the wrong.
I am so bewildered at myself.
And all intentions are lost
because I am hiding
always hiding from myself.